How Does A Virgin Look Like Is It Okay For A 26 Year Old Involuntary Virgin To Look At Porno Magazines?

Is it okay for a 26 year old involuntary virgin to look at porno magazines? - how does a virgin look like

I am 26 years old. I've never had a girlfriend or even on a date. I'm pretty sure I'm a virgin for life, because I'm ugly, poor and have no experience from before. I accepted that I am not a man for life. Okay? Who is hurt by me look at Playboy?